The Insomniac is back.....

I will keep this short but sweet since my brain is refusing to work for me right at the moment.  I have had a pretty stressful week...I think Sunday night if I am lucky I may have gotten 2 hours of sleep, and Tuesday night I couldn't sleep more than maybe 4 hours.  I think I may have gotten around 5 to 5 1/2 hours of on and off sleep on Wednesday night, oh, I think I skipped Monday night....Did that happen?  I don't know that I got any sleep, maybe 3 hours.  In desperation Thursday night I took a Benedryl since I ran out of my prescribed Xanax that seemed to help but I didn't really feel that I really needed it....apparently I did.  Why is it when you take medication and it starts working, you feel that you don't need it anymore?  So.... I am so stupid that I called my doctor and told him I didn't think I needed to rely on it anymore....now, I have to wait two weeks to get something if I need it since we use Medco , a mail in pharmacy.......which I hate!  So last night I got maybe and hour and 1/2.. the last time I looked at the clock, it was 4:20am and then I think I finally fell asleep, and Jay's alarm went off at 5...5:10.....5:20......5:30.....then I asked him what time he needed to get up? 7:30...that's why he was snoozing it.  Fabulous, so I was up basically all night.  We are watching Contagion right now so I need to go, but lets see if I can make it through the movie, or not, if I don't, at least I can get some sleep.