everything the hard way, but the decision we made back in 1986, was the right decision for us. When Jayson told me he and Chrissi had gotten pregnant, I was a little upset. I knew Chrissi was ready to be a mom, I knew Jayson was not ready for parenthood at all.......despite what he thought. But as I said things do happen for a reason. Chrissi is an amazing mother. I love Jack just as much as one of my own children, I would die if I couldn't be a part of his life. I knew I would love that child, but not like this. Along with it comes my love for Chrissi. She takes such good care of him, I don't worry at all. Of course I worry for them as far as them making ends meet and little things like that, she and Jayson didn't work out. That happened for a reason as well. If they had, things would be alot different than they are and Chrissi and Jack wouldn't have Kevin in their lives. You see, from the day I was told almost exactly 2 years ago, things have changed dramatically. Jack is in Bend, Or. with Chrissi and Kevin, happy, thriving and wonderful. Jayson, he is still growing up. I love him to death but I do think that for the time being, things are exactly the way life intended them. So when faced with life changing decisions, just remember, what happens is what should happen, and we all survive, as my mom always says when faced with tough challenges and decisions, "God gives us only what we can handle. " I always say, "What doesn't kill us, only makes us stronger."