It's not always pretty, or perfect, or happy or sad. I laugh, I cry, I get down and then I snap out of it. Usually the glass is half full, sometime I realize that I think it's half empty with a hole in it.
|Dumb and Dumber|
|Murphy's tree house|
Then there is our Placostimous Murphy, I can't get a picture of him he's hiding in the tree trunk and only comes out at night in the dark. He is shy and a loaner, minds his own business and as you can see, from the tank, he isn't exactly doing his job. I think he has thrown in the towel and become reclusive. I had to recently re-arrange my whole tank because of Red and Asshole. They say if you have a dominant fish in a tank to change it around because they get confused and have to reclaim their territory all over again so they all start on the same page. Right now I think we are all on the same page. Sink or swim.
I used to be Asshole as a kid, I had a LOT of anger issues. Now I am more like Dumb and Dumber just getting through life day by day, sometimes hitting the glass because I am swimming to fast, sometimes going along full speed ahead and knocking myself out. Some days I feel like Red and I just want to be left alone and I have had days like Murphy where I want to lock myself away from the world so no one can see me and pretend I'm not there.
Every day I'm a different fish in my fish bowl, I just chose to let you watch through the glass, sometimes my tank is dirty, sometimes it's clean, but the fact that you are reading this gives me hope that maybe, just maybe I am making a difference. Making someone feel, whether it is a smile, a laugh, tears, fear or joy. I choose to share because my life is an open book. I have nothing to hide and it's not always going to be sunshine , and a clean tank. I just want you to know you're not alone. Today I chose to be more like Dumb and go through today , getting stuff done in frantic confusion........Which fish are you?